Nectarin, peach and orange blossom jam

oh yea!

finally made my own jam

which will serve me through the whole of holiday!

sigh havnt been to swimming for ages

swimming later!

i neeta master butterfly!

coz my butterfly sucks to the max.

feel like running to somewhere quiet

maybe i should run to somewhere far.

never tried it.

sigh i think i should sort out my thoughts

Happy troopers

things happened today in school/outside
- P.E lesson paced with josh.
I'm glad i did that to push him man....
he really does appreciate it
after that i went to play tennis with guo hui and chris
we had a fun time playing
N pauline really never failed to made our day, always saying things that are funny

- After geography lecture.
we leave school
This marks our end of day lesson (12.30) yay!

-Met up at grand cathey.
ah great! Watched night at the museum 2. rate 2/5. 2 for the hilarious scene.
the stupid usual stuff happened own bunch played life for dead

-FINALLY TIMBRE at old school!!!
omg i just realised i spent 40 bucks on food. worth it anyway.
Dined the 2nd time and still not sick of it

cheesy( four cheesepizza)

had sex on the beach

at least it taste way better than adriel's

Mount sophia


And... their way back to play life for dead.. while me and esh went for ben n jerry

Apparently, my friends have been so fascinated over the "yes dance"

its effing gay and of cause funny la.

Finally, my hardwork paid off! tho a slight improvement in GP...im so not gonna give up easily man. tho the marks i got for GP eassy wasnt as desirable but i still improved! im so glad i have mrs leong as my GP teacher. At the end of every assignment she returned to me she would consistently give me the courage to press on.

was bored and many things have been going through my mind

shall share my own personal write up. ( on the photos)'

anyway the 2nd write up sounds emo, cause i was trying to be creative as possible haha! enjoy

Our team, was once twice as big

had shrank, leaving those who are willing to sacrifice further

Although many had left

we still stayed strong

strong enough in believing that we would fight in place for them

I guess ultimately different people have different commitment

So, i could only cherish only those who are left,

So, willingly in continuation

I recall the days when training was never easy

It was the team, whom gave me a reason to stay on

Sometimes i even questioned what am i doing this for?

why am i waking up so early everyday.

but eventually i think i found the reason,

I don't know when would i ever encounter such great team again

the memories that are so worth in remembering

the memories that kept me going....

The place where i was once familar with
is now the place i wanted most to visit
The place where i trained with my other team mates
till the time when my heart raced
both for myself and for my team's race
serenity overwhelmed
it misses our presence
it no longer can ever enjoy the presence of team pjc anymore...
lonely..

Decided both msn and facebook are really pointless.

Gym-ed with adriel today.
its really shag after 1 hour of gym-ing
i guess i dun have that kind of endurance anymore
im really weak n effing not-fit anymore

Gonna book NDP tickets with my clique
hoping to get enough space
Also, this coming friday we're gonna mark our celebration for early departure
TIMBRE! im so gonna save up.
Good food worth the spending
how funny. little things can spark our excitment
i guess im really lucky to have such friends around me
or not my jc life would be meaningless.
really, my clique and canoeing pals are my life
contented with the way things are now

I used to be self motivated
but... where has my self motivation gone to?

gosh somebody cut hair LOL
still, cute hahaha

crap, is it my wild imagination?
he seem to be somewhat against me.
if he is, i dun wanna know.

Missed junior's dry stroke training
I told myself i want to teach people who seek for help
i was a helpless soul,
no seniors came to concentrate on me,
instead they focused on others
Im so gonna not let that happen to my juniors
i believe if you seek help,
someone will help u.

Ah! im up for the mid yr test to gauge my standard
gonna forgo chem
i believe i have to conque my weakess point first
oh well thats my belief, "hardwork outdo genius"what can i do?

ARGH! cant slp well,
been thinking alot of stuff lately
why man...
persistent isomnia
please i need sleeping pills badly

keep on running

dream i dreamt
i was so melted

I swear i will do well.
Do the impossibles first
there are two things im placing in my life for now

wanna earn my own money and finance my own life
Lifeguard after A's

Mother's day. I felt that there isnt a need to buy her a present because ultimately im using her money to get her 1. I really feel i cant do much do except for a little card of appreciation or hug? Blissed to have come from a decent family background. My mum's a simple woman who thinks that as long as i do my best, its ok. So i have never got a scolding whenever i did so badly for my exams awesome isnt it? But i tried not to let my mum down. i Believe grades are not the most important thing to please my mum. Im never such a dog. I believe strongly in supporting my mum in future, will never put her in folks'home, never.

Mum has always told me about life since i was small, world out there are much more complicated.

Mum has always been supportive except for sea related activities which i really love

I know mum wants be to spend more time with my family. But not now mum, got more things to do. Mum's the best.

a saturday

Notes/ letters from my friends are kept
I sincerely appreciate these letters
They meant something to me in my life
Read, and i found out what i had not done
Promise
I have said that I wanted to all sorts of things
What i have yet to word is to .trek with my best pal.
Ba kut teh at Jurong. outing at sentosa .shopping at town.
running. food hunt. Game with Adriel, esp since he's a noob.
Indian rice stall near fajar. And with
service joining the rank . About service i really like the way
pastor Daniel paint the picture of life. It sets me thinking....
However, im not a Christian. m not a strong believe of
supernatural stuff tho the explaination of supernatural powers
intrigued my whole of childhood life.

Shall bring bin, my best pal to the winding roadside for a lunch filled
with spicy curry chicken soon! It has been a promise since eons ago

Shall plan out for the next route for trip with juaty soon! Im thinking
of Bukit Batok Nature reserve and the forest near my estate. The forest
seem untouched, tho a road the leads into the deep woods, otherwise, there
are no clear indication of humans =D. SOON.

And hoping for a team outing. Im abit more to get used to no-training kind of
condition. I clearly know that memories will still be embedded in my brain n
heart and thats when i would say "THOSE WERE THE DAYS".fond memories.

Running later.

life's a bore without team
empty and still empty.
perhaps i have to get my studies back first
i promised the juniors i will be back next wednesday 12/5
back to train with them for that day
i promised to challeage Joseph that i would race mileage with him on that day
im so looking forward to that day.
Wednesday... sigh
I miss the training on wed
now that i dun, it kinda feels werid

The logbook over there.
so overwhelming with memeries....
only keeps me away from present
indulge in the past
I wonder if we all will ever gather often tgt again..

did running today but a part of me feels that im no longer have the cardio i used to have.
one word "cui"
i mangaed to improve my pull ups 25!! =D

works and more works.
endless pile of papers to clear.
one day i shall visit -Bukit bukit nature reserve
-marine parade( wanan try surfing)
-mount faber again. Jewel box dam cool.