my dad's friend told me in chinese
that as a person, you have to be hardworking
I totally understand that very well
on another hand, im fully aware the limit of hardwork.
A pity. people born differently,
some gifted others cursed

I've been wondering.....
Soz man. Travis- closer. its an old song.
been existing in my ipod since years back.
The killers- mr brightside.
i dunno why but im not really sick of this .
Both songs topped 25 in my playlist.
Cant wait for Canoe camp with my team mates.
Miss training.
I really really really want to watch transformer.
I missed the show on Angels n demon =( cause no one wanna watch.
saddened. sigh.

Sun bath. Every morning. warmth from the sun

Oh.My fav tune in kept playing M'J's song.
He died in LA from cardiac arrest. tho im not a big fan of his
but he certainty earn some form of little repect
cause of his earth song
ah well, Exam's 2days time
sigh, and im still not on the right track.
still thinking of what to do after "As" LOL.
im really counting my own death .
Luck doesnt count so. Work hard my friends
went to support nic and yaojie for their C2 race today
they got into finals.
wish them all the best tml.
i believe they are able to make it. eventually
hmm, its 2 months since nationals ended.
miss it badly man.
went to macritechie and it doesnt even give me the same old feeling
It makes me feel like im a non canoeist
just an ordinary observer


new songs come and go.
The gone were once part of my life.
and the current plays my life.
Oh! life's the same old shit these few weeks and gonna be that way for the rest of the year.
how to. how to paint .
i sketch i draw but i dun paint
i havent piant a picture for ages
There are many picture i forgot how to paint ...



The first watch i ever bough. wore it 3 times. forgot how it feels like when i first got it.

Forgot how close we used to be

forgot how it feels like to train for lifeguard

and how am i so madly in love with canoeing.

Its the team i meant.

the bond within the team and macritechie.

Wonder if they ever miss it this way.

Every word

hate peak hour .much.

Its so much better without school. love it yeah.

Gonna go rowing tml. miss macritechie =D

argh. thanks to my lil bro i played xbox with him
He's just too pro haha. kana ownx my my lil bro =(
Hm... wonder if i should go down macritechie to support joseph and james
tml's their national time trail.
and Triathlon is freaking 80bucks!
ouch , really.
Tho i didnt say it but ouch, my pockets' feeling the niche
Really, i cant depend my parents for long.
not that they are incapable but because i feel that i should be independent
Please give me a place in lifeguard after my A's =D
oh . relief at last.
Worried sick for these past few days.
ah well, =D. have the mood to enjoy life again.
and i really feel like participate in lots of activities.
eg. Stand chart. Back pack etc.
Gonna start working baby! woo
Ha, utterly disappointed with myself
1 im being unrealistic
2 im vulgur
3 i have not much to say in life
4 im making my own life as dull as possible
5 I'm trying to hide my mistakes

im so glad, i have my songs accompanying me the whole day

-pessimist
top 3 in my playlist. Enough to fly with you.
unique in a way.
although i have not been really studying these days,
im gonna canoe tml, n im kinda looking forward for it
argh! isnt there a perfect leather bag for me?
And of all items, why isnt my chioce under sales?
perhaps planning is a better option in my life
because i tend to get lost easily
and usually made the wrong chioce
hasty and did not think twice before doing anything.
(i may lose my friendship, things that i really cant forgo)
(all i ever ask for is God please give me the courage to knit back everything together)
how i wish.
Carpe diem, seize the day
I still remember how it goes.
My secondary school teacher
played a video on this.
very meaningful indeed
it was a bunch of group trying to seize the day

i swear im going to the beach one day
again, back to the container shop by the sea.
i enjoy such serenity
white against grass
grass against sand and
sand against water

I like the idea of landscape art/ photography since young

too bad i didnt get the chance to pursue this interest since young

because theres alot of reasons

everyone's got dslr

my favourite photographer thus far

http://colloidfarl.blogspot.com/