argh! Fried food is everywhere!
Fast food is the most convenient food to get alr!
shit man... been eating fried food all day long.
3 meals, FRIED, UNHEALTHY food

Hate this... got a feeling i will become fat if i continue

Argh! unhealthy unhealthy FATS
I decided i really need to learn to whip up some fast dishes!
so i dun have to face these stupid fast food all day long.

I just went to check up the place to get my ingredients

My to get list SOON!- Baileys Irish Cream ( caramel)

-Maratte

these two can used to enhance the taste of deserts WOOH!

sometimes people would just contradict with each other.
just the way it is, life
No comment.

Getting sick of all these, seriously

went into a shop along beach ytd.
love the serenity there.
The surf boards sold there reminds me of canoeing.
reminds me of the past.....
The surfers reminds me of what i told my mum
"1 day i wanna try surfing"
she just shoke her head n walked away

She doesnt let me take part in water activities related to the sea
Initially canoeing was out of qn
im glad i fight for it
but she told me going out of sea is out of qn.
let alone diving
HELLO?! IM A QUALIFIED LIFEGUARD

saw ppl water ski-ing.
wanna try it 1 day.

Thats so much things i wanted! Sigh... but i cant just have everything i want right?
Wanted so much for an oven so i can bake my fav food!
Wanted so much to be able to buy alcoholic drink, not for myself =D but for food
Wanted so much to try triathon
Wanted so much for k4... ok enuff said
Wanted so much to backpack to other country
Wanted so much for more time so i can do my fav thiongs. i realised as i grew older, i have hardly any time to draw, paint and sketch. Also, i like model kits. sigh.... no time no time.....
Wanted so much to go macritechie to leisure canoe

BUT, A level is waiting. Aim high first. aim to study everyday ...is that possible? haha
2 min on study and 2 min off study

After A levels i want to do lots n lots of thing
#1 Go to France. The floating house is dam cool. I also wanna go coral island
#2 Part-time job as a lifeguard so i hav the money.
#3 run/ swim/cycle for Marathon first then Tri =D
#4 get a dam bailey's
#5 get my cutlery set
#6 buy my own oven LOL
#7 buy a model kit and fix it myself ( gonna find a canoe model kit)
#8 In time to come i wanna stay myself. Design my own house, Design my own kitchen, and paint my own wall picture.but i seem to have lost in touch with art alr.....
#9 decide what should i be into. Science? Art? food?

"whats yours, will be yours" Mr Ang

I cant deceive myself anymore!

CANT TAKE IT!

WHY MUST IT BE ME?!?!?!?!?!

why of all times....on the race day itself.

why is it me? why? TELL ME WHY!?!?!?!?!?

i always had faith in my 1km race , its my pet event.

SO WHY MUST IT BE ON THAT DAY!? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

I DUN WANT LUCK TO CONTROL ME

I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVE IN HARDWORK

SO THAT LUCK IS OUT OF QUESTION

I know Joseph wants a medal

and the first race itself aready diminished his hope

I know Mr ang places high hopes on our k4

even at that point of time nic complained that Mr ang focused too much on k boaters

how can i not regret this....

I kinda felt lost. It's just too sudden
I know joseph also feel sian
JunYang is undefeated mentally,Questioning himself.
I understand cause i've been questioning myself since ytd....
BUT WTF U TELL ME NO REGRETS?!?!?!
i can tell that 3 of us pia with each other and die together, but u? STUDY!
I always believe in PIORITY.
BUT Y STUDY AT THAT PERIOD
In the past our piority is canoeing. NOW its studies.....understand?
I should have scream at u.
Well, i guess that didnt happen cause i regard u as my senseible good friend
Isnt progressing as a team have always been our goal as well?
its okay.... i have learned how to be tolerant n forgiving
so i guess its ok now
i dun wan to continue resenting the past, it will be a waste of time.
its over.
Blame it on reality, JC students have to study. and the team is not always perfect.
Thats reality,
Thats the way how life works, i guess.
At least i have a team i can rely on now.

Regrets

Im lost. . . . its like, i do not have any purpose anymore.
No more morning training,
no more holiday training,
no more gym
The race ended fast for me.
I have never expected that to happen
I raced with an end in mind....
but today....
im still in a shocked state.
It's okay tho, cause i know i had given my best, no hard feeling
I had heard enough about living with no regrets...
its not that i have regrets,
its just probably luck wasnt on our side for my 1km race.
Luck just wasnt....
thats my only regret - foresight

Now thats its nearing the end of competition, im wish the C2- Nic and yao jie- the best
I'm proud of them, really

I miss the times when me joseph and jun yang would fight for 1st in our sets.
I clearly miss those times after training - the shag feeling.

I guess im just emotionally hit, oh who would understand?
Im starting to miss the team
I dun wan this to end
I miss more of the times with my team then the medal that was once our desire.
i finally understand wat is a team all about. . .
i finally know why my senior quit after his batch left
I did not regret joining canoeing

today, it just tells me how realistic the world is
so i guess medal isnt important to me anymore. . . .
Not anymore. . . .