I cant deceive myself anymore!
CANT TAKE IT!
WHY MUST IT BE ME?!?!?!?!?!
why of all times....on the race day itself.
why is it me? why? TELL ME WHY!?!?!?!?!?
i always had faith in my 1km race , its my pet event.
SO WHY MUST IT BE ON THAT DAY!? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
I DUN WANT LUCK TO CONTROL ME
I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVE IN HARDWORK
SO THAT LUCK IS OUT OF QUESTION
I know Joseph wants a medal
and the first race itself aready diminished his hope
I know Mr ang places high hopes on our k4
even at that point of time nic complained that Mr ang focused too much on k boaters
how can i not regret this....
I kinda felt lost. It's just too sudden
I know joseph also feel sian
JunYang is undefeated mentally,Questioning himself.
I understand cause i've been questioning myself since ytd....
BUT WTF U TELL ME NO REGRETS?!?!?!
i can tell that 3 of us pia with each other and die together, but u? STUDY!
I always believe in PIORITY.
BUT Y STUDY AT THAT PERIOD
In the past our piority is canoeing. NOW its studies.....understand?
I should have scream at u.
Well, i guess that didnt happen cause i regard u as my senseible good friend
Isnt progressing as a team have always been our goal as well?
its okay.... i have learned how to be tolerant n forgiving
so i guess its ok now
i dun wan to continue resenting the past, it will be a waste of time.
its over.
Blame it on reality, JC students have to study. and the team is not always perfect.
Thats reality,
Thats the way how life works, i guess.
At least i have a team i can rely on now.
